Have they taken your friends yet?
No? How bout your soul?
Soon I think they'll steal away
All you've ever known
Are you done yet?
Were they true?
Have they come back
To haunt you?
Do you regret them yet?
No? Why don't they make you?
Realize that they will stain
Take away all you've known
Are you done yet?
Were they true?
Have they come back
To haunt you?
Will they take back
All you know?
Try to take a deep breath in.
All of this from one sin?
Try to breathe before you crack.
The weight of the world is on your back.
Is the stress creeping through?
Do you understand what they're trying to do?
Tears slip down your face
Oh, that salty stressful taste
Relax into a warm embrace
Flee from the stressful chase
Pain from your fracture now bleeds through
Now tell me what you are going to do?
Dear God,
Looks like once again I'm here. It's been such a long, long while. The people around me are staring up at me waiting for me to affirm my belief in you, but I have a few questions for you. Where were you when everything was hell?
Where were you when Daddy took advantage of his baby girl and Mommy fell over drunk at the mall. Did you even notice that I was a scared, crying little girl?
Daddy hasn't touched me in a while, but I can still see it in his eyes. I remember praying to you the last time to make him stop, but you weren't there to hear me, were you?
You bite down on your lip and put your headphones in. You look around the haunted halls and nervously meet the eyes of your 'friends' of years passed. You know that they don't know what to say, but a simple sorry would be okay. Or at least a hello.
You turn up the music and gnaw down harder on your lip. The faint taste of blood surfaces and you know that once again, you bit just a little too hard. You suddenly feel a hand on your shoulder and you turn. You smile, because it's the only thing you can do when some acknowledges you.
He wraps an arm around you shoulders and says, "How are you doing Lynne?"
You mutter a reply and he nods.
Breathe it in
You'll feel it to
And find that we
Are just like you
Stop to breathe
And you will see
That some things are
Just make-believe
Think it deep
Oh dear it hurts
I feel it to
Deep cuts that burn
Darling please
Just wipe your eyes
I think it's time
So be despised
Oh my sweet
Do not fear
For soon I'll be
Far from here
Run from me
But you know
We'll find you
Go darling go
Will you breathe
To learn this sin
You'll soon learn
It's all within
Please my love
Don't despair
You'll soon learn
We disappear
Slip away
Those heart-wrenched tears
I'm sorry that you came
Fall away
My dear sweet love
Too much has to change
Stay away
I know it's wrong
But I can't bear to hurt you
I'll take away
That cold, dark pain
But then I'll just desert you
Have they taken your friends yet?
No? How bout your soul?
Soon I think they'll steal away
All you've ever known
Are you done yet?
Were they true?
Have they come back
To haunt you?
Do you regret them yet?
No? Why don't they make you?
Realize that they will stain
Take away all you've known
Are you done yet?
Were they true?
Have they come back
To haunt you?
Will they take back
All you know?
Try to take a deep breath in.
All of this from one sin?
Try to breathe before you crack.
The weight of the world is on your back.
Is the stress creeping through?
Do you understand what they're trying to do?
Tears slip down your face
Oh, that salty stressful taste
Relax into a warm embrace
Flee from the stressful chase
Pain from your fracture now bleeds through
Now tell me what you are going to do?
Dear God,
Looks like once again I'm here. It's been such a long, long while. The people around me are staring up at me waiting for me to affirm my belief in you, but I have a few questions for you. Where were you when everything was hell?
Where were you when Daddy took advantage of his baby girl and Mommy fell over drunk at the mall. Did you even notice that I was a scared, crying little girl?
Daddy hasn't touched me in a while, but I can still see it in his eyes. I remember praying to you the last time to make him stop, but you weren't there to hear me, were you?
You bite down on your lip and put your headphones in. You look around the haunted halls and nervously meet the eyes of your 'friends' of years passed. You know that they don't know what to say, but a simple sorry would be okay. Or at least a hello.
You turn up the music and gnaw down harder on your lip. The faint taste of blood surfaces and you know that once again, you bit just a little too hard. You suddenly feel a hand on your shoulder and you turn. You smile, because it's the only thing you can do when some acknowledges you.
He wraps an arm around you shoulders and says, "How are you doing Lynne?"
You mutter a reply and he nods.
Breathe it in
You'll feel it to
And find that we
Are just like you
Stop to breathe
And you will see
That some things are
Just make-believe
Think it deep
Oh dear it hurts
I feel it to
Deep cuts that burn
Darling please
Just wipe your eyes
I think it's time
So be despised
Oh my sweet
Do not fear
For soon I'll be
Far from here
Run from me
But you know
We'll find you
Go darling go
Will you breathe
To learn this sin
You'll soon learn
It's all within
Please my love
Don't despair
You'll soon learn
We disappear
Slip away
Those heart-wrenched tears
I'm sorry that you came
Fall away
My dear sweet love
Too much has to change
Stay away
I know it's wrong
But I can't bear to hurt you
I'll take away
That cold, dark pain
But then I'll just desert you
What the hell is wrong with people? Why do they act this way?
Why do the spread rumors; It affects me, what they say
All the awkward noises they make, 'eeew, ugh, gross, ick!'
What the hell is wrong with people, why do they say it's sick?
Girls date guys, why can't other guys? Guys date girls, why can't other girls?
Why can't they just grow up? Not just a few, but the whole damn world!
Does it matter who you love? Does it really matter all that much?
Does it matter enough that people have to kill? Hurt? Insult? All the such
My idol (Melissa Etheridge), sings 'ScareCrow', a very good (and true) song
And sas one line that changed my wo
It was going to sink,
no doubt about it.
The real question was,
who was to survive?
Children and Women first,
the men understood that,
Just how many boats
would be left?
We had run out, panic rising,
Life jackets on, we got ready.
Would we live? Would I see
my family again?
Before, I was having a great
time; heading to America.
But no, my wife and two
girls would have to live
without me.
The last words I said to them,
"I'll be there, promise!"
Well, sorry. I'll have to
break my vow.
The ship has tipped, I'm hanging
on tight. Sadly, I let go.
I fall into the cold water
and say, "(It was)--a good run."
How unfortunate
that you should think it sweet
when I bare my claws
and scrawl my name
in lazy caligraphy
and scarlet letters
along the lines of your blue veins.
Marked men never see
the venom in a kiss
that tortures reality
and infects them with
portraits painted free
of flaws and bitterness.
It isn't my intention,
and I warned you from the start,
but you laughed when I told you
I was exquisitely sharp.
I will dice you with my rib cage
when you fall onto my heart.
You will end
as more pieces
of love I can't mend.
I'm a writer who learned how about being a deviant from my best friends Ashley and Casey! I wuv you two! So I may not look like it but I am a little different and strange. You wouldn't know if you didn't know me. I'm just being myself and some people don't really like it, but whatever... I love music though! Music is the basis for all my writing and it's my therapy. My favorite bands are AFI, Of Mice and Men, Jeffree Star, and Black Veil Brides. I'm also the kind of girl that crushes on celebrities so eventually I will gush about them! :]
Favourite Movies
Edward Scissorhands , Sweeny Todd: The Demon Barber
Favourite TV Shows
NY Ink, Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
AFI, Of Mice and Men, Avenged Sevenfold, Jeffree Star
Wow...I haven't been on in a long time and I'm happy to be back. A lot of things have changed in me, well maybe only one, but it's big. I think it's a big deal, and to my friends it'll be a surprise.
I am born again.
In the past few months, I found god again. I'm not gonna get all religious on anyone though, Kay? :) that's not how I roll! I love you all!!
So coming out to my parents as a bisexual did not go as planned but I'm still me and still happy. If anybody reading this knows what coming out to misunderstanding is like, please comment. I could really use the advice right now...